Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 4, 2016 6:34:43 GMT -5
I know that after having such a close call, it's silly to even consider this, but part of me thinks the best move would be to throw this hoh. It's just that I really believe that Danielle is our target and I'd rather have 2 shots at safety in f4 than 1. Also, if Danielle leaves this round, id basically only be competing against one of Lori or drew, which increases my shot at guaranteeing a spot in the f3.
So yeah, I think I this makes the most sense. I'll have to think about it some more though.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 6, 2016 12:37:58 GMT -5
I love how Lori, Drew and I all split our 3 lightsabers between all of us, and then Shane gives me all 3 lmao. They'll definitely notice that. Dammit! I didn't end up throwing it even though I wanted to. I just hated the idea of not winning a comp if I could go all out. Anyway, it's for the best. We have to get veto and then I might be able to win that f4 hoh that I so desperately want!!!!! ONE MORE WEEEK OMG.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 11, 2016 21:56:15 GMT -5
What are the odds?? Sucks Danielle won, but that's how it is.
As soon as I saw it, I knew I'd be going up and that Lori would use the excuse of drew having used the veto on her. Please. At f5, you don't risk your f2 which clearly proves they are each other's f2! It's fine. It just sucks that my original f2 has become inactive. I don't trust that drew will keep me and even after I told Lori that he considered evicting me last week, she still wants to nominate me. That just confirms everything to me. So it's fine. I doubt I'll make it through the week, but if I do... I'm in Tim-mode. No loyalties to anyone. Just gonna go hard for that hoh and IDGAF what happens after that.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 13, 2016 7:05:13 GMT -5
You know... Danielle isn't as bad as I thought she was. Gamewise. Not that she convinced me to evict one of Drew or Lori if I were to be put in that position anyway, but she's been trying and she's been working it. Her points are very valid, but I've already come to that conclusion yesterday.
I think they'd have kept me (Drew and Lori), but it doesn't matter. Can't ignore the fact that drew saved Lori and Lori kept him safe last round. It would be dumb of me to go into f3 with the two of them when they are clearly taking each other.
If I can, I'd go to f3 with Lori and Danielle. I have a fighting shot at Danielle taking me if I'm there with Lori. Might be guaranteed f2. With Drew, I think Danielle would take him. Soooo.... We will see. I'd like to just win hoh tbh. Please and ty.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 19, 2016 12:41:40 GMT -5
I'm unsure. I want to break up Drew and Lori, but either way... I know I have to win myself to the f2. If I don't win final hoh, no one will take me. It sucks that drew won that hoh cuz it would have been the best to evict him, but now... Meh. Danielle and drew would take each other to the end and so would Lori and drew. Part of me wants to evict Lori because she has a better shot at beating me in final hoh than Danielle does, but then... Is it worth it? Is it worth throwing away our strong alliance for that?
I'm gonna be signed onto aim and listen to everything Danielle has to say. If there is anything that jumps at me, I might just evict Lori. I really don't want to and especially since so much time has passed since last round, I've had a lot of time to cool off lol. We'll see.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 19, 2016 13:20:32 GMT -5
More like... "Cool off" because I guess I was never really SUPER angry. But yeah. I was upset over the fact that drew saved Lori and Lori nominated me as replacement.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 19, 2016 16:35:10 GMT -5
This is what I posted in our alliance chat:
"I think this decision is much harder than I ever would have expected. There are a few things nagging at me and no point in hiding how I feel cuz I doubt this will make any difference at the f3. 1. Drew used veto on Lori when I was clearly Danielle's target. 2. Drew considered not using the veto at all, which would mean id be the one to go. 3. Lori puts me up as replacement in f5 (as a thank you...) but imo, it's too late in the game to risk your closest ally so it was clearly Drew and 4. Knowing he almost didn't use the veto the round before did not change lori's mind. Do these are the things on my mind. I hate to even consider anything other than evicting Danielle, but it's clearly not as cut and dry as I wanted it to be. And I'm bringing this here because I love this alliance so much. And I get it... It's a f2 game in an alliance of 4 (now 3). And I'm not mad at anyone obviously. But I'm basically going into the f3 knowing id have to win final hoh."
My odds are better competing against Danielle. That's the biggest advantage in evicting Lori. My heart doesn't want me to though.
It's just that I think I have very good and legitimate reasons not to keep Lori. I think that they make sense and that drew and Lori know they were very careless in how they handled their weeks in power. The fact that when I told Lori he considered wanting me out the round before and it didn't even shock her....? Wtf. And not only that... She even defended him and said at least he was being honest and at least he didn't go through with it. I played along, but that made things very clear. Ew. So I think I will be evicting Lori after all. Makes me want to cry tbh. I love her so much.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on May 20, 2016 7:44:00 GMT -5
I thought it through and it's just not worth it. Lori is slightly better at comps than Danielle. Could go either way. And we dominated for so long, it's not worth breaking us up for a few annoying/upsetting things. I love drew and Lori and I'm glad to be with them in the f3.
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Jun 3, 2016 12:59:05 GMT -5
Maybe this is premature, but I'd be shocked if Lori doesn't beat me in part 3 since I got only one correct answer lmao. Anyway, I'll try my hardest to get her to take me to the end, but I don't expect it by any means. I wanted to make f2 and to make my case to the jury as I feel like I have a good shot at winning... But c'est la vie. I'm glad I played cuz I had a lot of fun and the friendships I made in the process have been amazing. I won't hold it against Lori if she evicts me. Tbh, I'd give her my vote. I think that she played one of the stronger games here and I'd be happy to give her my final vote
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Jun 5, 2016 8:21:27 GMT -5
My plea to Lori:
You should take me for multiple reasons!! 1. I think that you and I have played this game together from beginning to end and even though you and drew are probably super close, I still think you and I were in it together. At least from my perspective! 2. I think that drew had a very strong UTR and social game. He will have VERY compelling points to make to the jury because his game is different to ours and will be able to claim independent bonds and strengths that you and I may have lacked which could win some votes over! 3. Because you be I have played the game together and talked everything through before it happened, I feel like you have the edge with your relationships with both Meg and Danielle prior to be nominated against Nick. You integrated into that side of the house and have that advantage over me whereas drew also somewhat integrated as well. He had a strong relationship with Danielle, Victoria and Dustin... To name a few and they were on the opposing side. My only strong relationship outside of us was Andrew and he was always on both our sides! Anyhoo... Some things to think about good luck with your decision. <3
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I don't know if there was anything else left to say. Part of me wanted to say... Don't stress over this! I won't be mad! But that's asking to be evicted lol. I do still wanna be in the final 2 I think drew played an amazing game so it's not like her taking me is insane. She could still lose to drew. But I do think the jury might be a little more bitter towards him. Anyway... Can't wait to see what happens next
Post by Jessie Kowalski on Jun 7, 2016 7:41:03 GMT -5
Surprised they aren't bitter with drew! I'm glad for him! I know I said I'd prob vote for Lori, but I respect drew and want to read his case. I think he made really big moves and despite what he says or thinks, he contributed a ton to this alliance and was a major part in us making it to final 3. He definitely deserves a ton of credit for that! So... I feel like my vote is actually up in the air! I wish I could vote for both of them.