Week 4 (Little House)

[Jackie Ibarra]

Sorry for getting your hopes up, but just a quick note for week 4 so far. I think I'm DR'ed out at this point lol....

Nick enters the little house. Between him and Victoria, who he was on the block against, I think he's the better option for me. We never had any major issues in our season and he seemed to be someone who wasn't a total bitch to me in the finale.

Again, as long as Jen leaves this week, I don't really give a fuck who comes in.

[Jackie Ibarra]

If Jen ends up getting HOH because Nick's password took me so long (seriously- I was on round 2 of 212 names.), I know who I want out in her place

Now I'm going to finish my glass of wine and relax because I can't type anymore. I don't even want to look at my computer anymore tonight.

[Jackie Ibarra]

So let's look at HOH....

Nick ended up winning which I was ok with since Jen still had a chance to go home. Wil and I chatted about the possibility of pulling Nick into an alliance to ensure Jen would go home and also give us a little bit more strength when we make it into the big house.

Then Nick goes and throws a bit of a wrench in the plans by nom'ing Wil and I. His reasoning: Jen got second place in the HOH so it's "only fair."

Now hold on a freaking minute, let's look at the results again. (this is not going to be exact since I can't see the little house anymore)

Nick got all 3 flags in 28 minutes.
Jen got 1 flag in 32 minutes.
Jackie got all 3 flags in 54 minutes.
Wil got none.

How the hell does Jen getting 1 flag in a faster time than me getting all 3 make her the one who got 2nd?! That is complete bullshit in your speech Nick! Why the hell did I even sit there for an hour looking for your flag when I could have stopped after one? Either you're full of crap or you're just a fucking idiot. Either way, I'm a little pissed off.

But that definitely got me pumped for veto. It's a word search/find/whatever you want to call it. I'm confident I have a good chance of winning it, but I'm also stressing people *cough cough Jen* are going to win and I'll be out the door. I look until I can't stand it anymore and just call it. I don't think I've ever paid that much attention to a women's chest in my life before. I guess you're just special to me, Julie! 

Results are posted and I lose. By 2 words basically. If only I added the "s" to "sides" and I knew that word in the upper right corner was "fort!" I just couldn't be confident of the BB connection and didn't want to risk it. Damn! If I didn't win though, my next choice was Wil. With him saving me last week, I really felt like we were beginning to really bond and work together. Plus, from our convos, I knew he wanted Jen out as much as me. He uses the veto on himself and becomes the sole vote. Jen posts her last ditch attempt to convince Wil to keep her. To me, it sounds like a bunch of bullshit, but I message Wil just to verify we're still on the same page. Luckily, he assuages my fears that we're good and Jen is going home. 

This is Big Brother though. Until the eviction is posted, I'm gonna be worry. If you feel completely safe on the block, there's a good chance you're going home.