Post by Jackie Ibarra on Mar 30, 2016 9:51:07 GMT -5
Hoping this week goes a little smoother than last week! After last week’s eviction, I had two conversations of note.
First was Dustin: He messaged me and said thanks for saving him (let’s just conveniently forget it was my fault that he was even in danger in the first place). He went on to say since I basically singlehandedly saved him this week, if he became HOH, I was safe. Now we’ll see if that holds, but at least there’s a chance I’m ok with him.
Next was Marcellas: It was all very calm and he just asked me why I evicted Eddie.
My response: “The reason I ended up breaking the tie against him was that we never talked. Once I nom'd him, he came to me with some vague offers as well as threats but didn't give me any concrete reason to keep him that I could rationalize. In the end, I felt he was too unpredictable to keep. The fact immediately after results were posted he messaged me that I was a piece of shit only cemented to me that him going was the only option.”
He said he understood and had no hard feelings towards me because of that.
Hopefully this means I won’t have too much fallout from this week’s vote! I did also hear from Danielle, but she did not come clean about her vote. Merely said that she found out Eddie was lying (big surprise) about what she told me about Jessie talking trash. She really reminds me about Nicole from my last season. Though she swears she has my back and wants to work together, she’s putting other people’s priorities above what we talk about. How am I supposed to trust you and work with you when you disregard what I’m trying to do and lie to me? Going behind my back doesn’t really endear you to me. And though she’s trying to play the victim with some of the past votes, it seem more like she’s trying to go against the house and then is disappointed when people don’t agree to do what she wants. I don’t know. I’m not going to be a bitch, but I definitely don’t trust her either.
Oh, it’s also announced I’m Lori’s partner for the BBFF! Oh that was perfect. Bc it’s not like all of that would have happened anyway (except maybe using the POV, but now we have a good excuse).
Anyways, HOH comes and Dustin, Marcellas and I are all sitting out. As long as Danielle or Meg don’t win HOH, I think I’ll be ok. When I find out it’s the music comp, I am ecstatic! That comp sucks to do (no offense Julie!). I’m such a perfectionist that I always listen to the songs way too many times and probably spend way too much time trying to listen for the tricky hidden words. Results are posted and Andrew won!
YES MY BOO! YOU’RE AWESOME AND AMAZING AND I’M SO HAPPY!!!
I know with Andrew I’m good, I have no doubt about it. Sure enough, he invites me up to the HOH room and we chat a bit about noms. We’re in agreement that Danielle and Meg need to go up. With Danielle not able to compete in veto, this is a perfect time to get her out. If veto is used, we discuss the idea of using Marcellas as the replacement. Everything seems to be going just the way I want for this week ?
Easter weekend comes and there’s a little bit of a break in the game which is awesome for me because Jackie was feeling kinda antisocial this week….but then Monday night veto is posted. We have to go through each week and say who received their key last. Now I know the mini house no probable as well as the two weeks my key was last, but those first 4 weeks I wasn’t in the big house…..yea those are a shot in the dark. Now don’t get me wrong! When I came into the big house, I went and checked out all the past posts, but I wasn’t really noting the key order, I was more focused on who was nominated in the end. And amazingly enough, I don’t even know who got the key last on my own HOH! I did random.org for the keys so I only have a vague idea who was at the end. I’m just hoping I don’t do too miserable on this comp.
First was Dustin: He messaged me and said thanks for saving him (let’s just conveniently forget it was my fault that he was even in danger in the first place). He went on to say since I basically singlehandedly saved him this week, if he became HOH, I was safe. Now we’ll see if that holds, but at least there’s a chance I’m ok with him.
Next was Marcellas: It was all very calm and he just asked me why I evicted Eddie.
My response: “The reason I ended up breaking the tie against him was that we never talked. Once I nom'd him, he came to me with some vague offers as well as threats but didn't give me any concrete reason to keep him that I could rationalize. In the end, I felt he was too unpredictable to keep. The fact immediately after results were posted he messaged me that I was a piece of shit only cemented to me that him going was the only option.”
He said he understood and had no hard feelings towards me because of that.
Hopefully this means I won’t have too much fallout from this week’s vote! I did also hear from Danielle, but she did not come clean about her vote. Merely said that she found out Eddie was lying (big surprise) about what she told me about Jessie talking trash. She really reminds me about Nicole from my last season. Though she swears she has my back and wants to work together, she’s putting other people’s priorities above what we talk about. How am I supposed to trust you and work with you when you disregard what I’m trying to do and lie to me? Going behind my back doesn’t really endear you to me. And though she’s trying to play the victim with some of the past votes, it seem more like she’s trying to go against the house and then is disappointed when people don’t agree to do what she wants. I don’t know. I’m not going to be a bitch, but I definitely don’t trust her either.
Oh, it’s also announced I’m Lori’s partner for the BBFF! Oh that was perfect. Bc it’s not like all of that would have happened anyway (except maybe using the POV, but now we have a good excuse).
Anyways, HOH comes and Dustin, Marcellas and I are all sitting out. As long as Danielle or Meg don’t win HOH, I think I’ll be ok. When I find out it’s the music comp, I am ecstatic! That comp sucks to do (no offense Julie!). I’m such a perfectionist that I always listen to the songs way too many times and probably spend way too much time trying to listen for the tricky hidden words. Results are posted and Andrew won!
YES MY BOO! YOU’RE AWESOME AND AMAZING AND I’M SO HAPPY!!!
I know with Andrew I’m good, I have no doubt about it. Sure enough, he invites me up to the HOH room and we chat a bit about noms. We’re in agreement that Danielle and Meg need to go up. With Danielle not able to compete in veto, this is a perfect time to get her out. If veto is used, we discuss the idea of using Marcellas as the replacement. Everything seems to be going just the way I want for this week ?
Easter weekend comes and there’s a little bit of a break in the game which is awesome for me because Jackie was feeling kinda antisocial this week….but then Monday night veto is posted. We have to go through each week and say who received their key last. Now I know the mini house no probable as well as the two weeks my key was last, but those first 4 weeks I wasn’t in the big house…..yea those are a shot in the dark. Now don’t get me wrong! When I came into the big house, I went and checked out all the past posts, but I wasn’t really noting the key order, I was more focused on who was nominated in the end. And amazingly enough, I don’t even know who got the key last on my own HOH! I did random.org for the keys so I only have a vague idea who was at the end. I’m just hoping I don’t do too miserable on this comp.